Sometimes I have the urge to hide, to disappear, to go
somewhere, in an imaginary,non existent place where I can forget about anyone
else, about my whole life, about people I care for, about the goals I want to
achieve; I want to become a shadow, lost, lost in dreams and reality, a fantasy
unable to feel, to think, to remember, a senseless, careless ghost… I want to
be numb on the inside…so I won’t be able to feel the loneliness that surrounds
me.
Solitude is the hell on earth, it’s a peculiar feeling you have to get used
to, but you don’t, and you never will. Somewhere inside you, deep, so deep you
wouldn’t imagine, is an emptyness that slowly and painfully kills you, a virus
that spreads through your body and infects every one of your cells causing an untreatable
disease which will thoroughly destroy you and you will watch it, unable to stop
it.
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